Atheist Testimonies

    I. Prepositions

    Carl B. at Yale renounces faith in God
    At nine-oh-eight a.m. His T.A. dyed
    Her "do" an orange hue instead of auburn
    As on the Clairol carton, and is gone
    Punk against her will. Faith is brittle, friends;
    Broken promises of beauty, splitting ends,

    And inner office infatuations.
    The T.A. never pinpoints his intentions,
    So files no charge of gender harassment.
    He weeps to see her tangerine-like tint
    As pilgrims weep when Mary reappears
    In Wal-mart pumps. Something's insincere

    About belief in netherworld or afterlife--
    Hereafter prepositions. Husband, wife
    Take the other better, worse, for granted.
    Take and leave their lovers, disenchanted.
    There is no God or wingéd seraphim.
    The girl's beyond, not over, under him.


    II. Premonitions

    Sue B. renounces faith in postal service
    At twelve-fourteen p.m. She has a choice
    To fix the plumbing rather than her teeth,
    Or cap bicuspids. Let the cellar seep.
    The children need new shoes or maybe soles.
    They have been walking in, not on, puddles.

    His check is late. Atheism has its perks,
    A dim Darwinian logic that lurks
    In elite habitats: Man mounts T.A.
    To cinch survival of his DNA,
    Relinquishing descendants to the state.

    His singular role is to propagate

    And publish his memoirs in The Atlantic.
    Sue has lost her God, and now is frantic.
    This afternoon her sons come home from school
    To play their Segas in the basement pool
    While mommy loiters at a campus tavern
    And wonders when her ex will wander in.


    III. Propositions

    He wanders in--a mere coincidence.
    An atheist obeys the laws of chance,
    Rejects commandments like Thou shalt not
    Covet nor commit adultery nor sit
    Beside a Wiccan with Metallica hair.

    The woman snubs him, swivels in her chair

    And shields mascara eyes in mock salute
    To some unseen power. Her pain's acute
    And emanates from keen embarrassment.
    If one must die, why not from harassment
    In front of colleagues, students, strangers?
    Why not release the canonized angers

    In front of his spouse, whom she finally spies
    In the corner booth? Sue is masking her eyes
    In the same sad salute as the punk T.A.
    Who started this, believing she was made
    In the image of those Clairol models,
    Their miraculous hair like an angel's.


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